Brainfreeze

Although everything seems to go okay, I'm still frustrated by so many things.

I can't seem to write new lyrics. I haven't got idea's or things that happened to me which I could convey in a song. And my English is too poor to make a nice song.

Yet the strange thing is that I know that those songs will come. Mr.Immovable is still a song I enjoy singing and playing. And I just wrote it when I got a sudden burst of inspiration. Two hours of work, and there it was!

But it's so simple and easy. I want songs which sound somewhat stranger. And we have a couple of chords and rhythm which are strange. But it takes time to turn those into a song. And I do not have the patience. I want to perform I want to know whether or not people genuinely like the music I make!

So I've been studying Chopin's Preludes. They are wonderful, and hard. I will try to learn most of them during my vacation. But concentration takes huges chunks of energy; every single time I play I feel like I'm being drained.

But on the bright side; we do got four songs which are almost done (all of them are missing the lyrics which we need to add soon). And there are a couple waiting (another one is finished, but Roemer can't remember that he liked it. For fuck sake, we played it for half an hour and were playing like we never did before. How the hell did he forget that song!).